Determination. It is very powerful when the mind and the heart are determined to accomplish anything in the world. I am writing what I am being channeled through some source. Not really sure what it is. I hear a young female sitting around a group of guys who are not agreeing in the hope she is trying to feed them. She is determined that this person can help her. This person will listen to her. Her friends think she is obsessed with this person whom she think is able to help them somehow. They keep telling her that there is no person who is going to listen to her. Why would the person take the time to communicate with her in a way that she understands, she would argue. Why would anyone take the time to make sure that the message they are sending is going to reach them? Of course, they told her that she is delusional and that there is no one out to help her. She needs to focus on the path of the entire caravan. All the people who break away from the caravan end up missing, or getting caught and trafficked. They kept telling her that her ideas were totally wrong and they should not be letting her lead them towards more and more danger.

What answers has the person given you, they asked her. Follow your intuition. That is it, they would angrily yell at her. There is no one talking to you, the guys would try to convince her. I do not know any of these people. However it seems they are coming from deep down south. Maybe somewhere in Central America or Mexico. I am not sure. It seems that there are five males and one female traveling together. For many kilometers, they had been walking with a group of thousands heading for the United States. Most of them are in their early twenties. One of the fellas is barely seventeen it seems. He and one of the other guys that do much negative talking to her have a crush on her and desire that she give up on this thought that there is someone who has been communicating with her specifically. There is no way in the world that this one individual in the United States that lives somewhere near she doesn’t know, is going to be calling to her and wants to help her. Her! The person does not know who she is. She doesn’t even really know who the person is either. She thinks she does. But she does not know anything about the person, the two guys that want her try to convince her.

It seems all but one of them has lost most or all of their family. That has to be very tough. To be in your early twenties and the ties to your history are cut off completely. To wander through lands and fields of the unknown. Imagine walking through roads where no one knows you. Now we have phones and devices, we can always stop somewhere and find a place to get a hold of someone who you might think would want to hear from you. But when traveling down roads where no one knows you at all, there are sometimes challenges to get these devices to charge up while you wait, before getting looked at as a stranger or putting yourself in danger. I remember having those experiences in Ireland when I was there visiting. I remember walking down this path and walking, to suddenly realize that the sun was going down, and my battery was almost completely out. I was a Hispanic male, out of the ordinary, in the streets of Ireland, somewhere. Northern Ireland to be exact, having left a shelter home for homeless in Belfast. I was so accustomed to fearing this situation in the United States, being treated like a criminal and all. So I tried to memorize as much of the route that I possibly could, so I could reach whatever my destination was. That lasted maybe about four turns. I could not remember further than that and I could not get my phone back on and I am running out of energy to keep walking. I did not know what to do. It was getting cold and I could not turn in any direction, to know if I was heading towards the direction of a B&B nearby. I did not know where anything was. I had never crossed this path before.

I knocked on about three doors. The third door had a lady answer the door. I told her my situation, worried that she would slam the door in my face. However, the universe led me to her door. She was welcoming, friendly and wanted to help me feel comfortable and warm. I was trying to stand in one corner and assure her that I was grateful and that I did not want to do any harm. She practically laughed but back in the 90s I would either be in danger or be looked at as the danger. So this behavior of feeling like a bad guy was implanted on my mind and made me react the way I did. She gave me warm tea and a blanket. She told me about her son and how if he was in any kind of danger, she would want a mom to help him out. This is where I felt great about the universe and the whole pay it forward movement that I felt by the Irish. I think they thought I was exotic, and wanted to know more about me. I had several people in Ireland help along the way who seemed fascinated to talk to a Texan. Anyway, at the end of the night the lady takes me back to Belfast, not accepting that I would “continue walking in the wee hours of the night” as I recall her saying. I felt she was taking me backwards but I did not have enough energy to keep going that night regardless of what I tried to say to her or even to myself. But there is a force that keeps someone walking, not letting defeat win. There is a power within us all that can overcome even the greatest obstacles in life, and the girl knew it. She knew that she is connected to this person she is communicating with.

Of course there are several stories where a greater force has led a person to victory. It is within us all to find that power, and this young lady has done the same. She has connected to source, and is being guided to the United States. All of them are journeying to the US. It is the promise land to them. From a land of a tyrant or communist government, they hear that freedom is much better. The promise land is on the other side. The grass is greener on the other side for them. These are the stories that they have had passed down from family members. There is more opportunity to work. The older of the two that like the female wants her to settled down with him, but follow his lead to where his family is already settled. He wants her to go his way. She does not feel the same way for his as he for her. She is glad to have company with her, but she refuses to listen to what these two are feeding her. She has decided to follow this path to freedom and does not understand why she would jump to freedom to get tied down to one of them, who is already showing her that he is trying to keep her down.

I am not sure, something about the words from this person that are used as key words to where to turn or where to look. They can’t comprehend how they could follow her when there is no definite route that she is following. There is just something that she read that day, that led her to that path, as if it was a decode message that only she understood. Many times they ran into other tribes, but soon enough she would continue walking her own way. At one time, I think the group was around ten or eleven. I am not sure what kind of tragedies she or they had went through. But being able to relate to someone out in the universe, helped her feel hope where it all seemed to be hopeless for her. She did not want to stop believing in herself now. Nothing has stopped her or hurt her. She knows she feels safe, the person says she has the power to control her surroundings. Several times the ones that follow her have tried to force her to stay with more people or stay and follow their lead.

But she leaves when she wants to. She follows no other person. She lost her mom recently. The things she saw her mother go through are horrifying. Whatever she feels, she is determined to find this person, and she feels that she is getting signs from information that was written to her from a long time ago. This is where her friends keep jumping to the point that there is no way that this person is still alive. That there is disappointment to be found. This is the information that these males she walks with are trying to feed her. But why does she walk with them. One of them must have saved her life from another one trying to do her some harm. He tried to see himself as her protector, the person she is meant to follow because he is a man, and a man is going to need the woman. The person would talk to her about being independent, that it is possible to make it out of the worst situations because there are many that have traveled those paths. Many have not made it. Many have died. Many died inside. Many live without free will. This journey to freedom, to be in the land of the free, only to have it taken away. But many have made it. The person says that there are many that have gone against all odds and survived. That she is the one that goes against all odds. She is the power, the source and the will to beat the odds. She will know where to go because she will follow her heart and let no man take away her power of knowing that she is going down the right path. The person does not tell her what to do because it is commanded of her. The person informs that she must command to the universe her desire, and she will manifest it into reality. The person gave her so many hidden messages that she tries to share with others. But no one sees what she sees. They think she has an overactive imagination.

There has been a few traps that the main guy that likes her has helped her out on their journey. There has been quite a few times when he shared his meal or his drink with her. There is many times when he listened to her rant about this person. There are routes he followed and situations that could have been avoided if she would listen to him, he thought. He attempted to demand that she stop leading them into trouble and she must follow him now. He even grabbed her arm and attempted to take her. She has always refused, kicked and fought him and anyone who has tried to stop her. She went left even when the entire crowd went right. No one knows what happened to those thousands of thousands of people migrating. There are a few hundred that end up missing. There are numbers of them captured when traveling in herds. Starvation and disease have eliminated quite a few on their journey to the north, Paradise city where the grass is green and the girls are pretty. These guys think they have avoided the safer paths by following the crowds then following her, but for some reason cannot seem to not want to stop following her. They want her to follow them but she won’t so they keep following her. All secretly have a crush or desire for her. Each with his own agenda, waiting for their competition to be eliminated. I do not think she knows that they all like her. Maybe she senses the one pulling the most, but not the others. But why would five guys who did not know each other continue walking in a path of, what they sense to be dangerous instead of the path that seems safest. Because they all have their own agenda. They do not know, she is following her pure heart, her pure connection to reaching what she desires. It is not them who save her from the many dangers, but more than half of the time, she with her intuition, that saves them from dangers that they could not perceive, being blinded by wanting to take the easier route.

She has always followed the best path to her destination, and it has kept her alive. Any one of those paths that someone else tried to force on her against her intuition could have been the wrong path for her, that would have gotten her caught and in the hands of people who use females for human trafficking. It might seem like strength in numbers sometimes, but when the lions come for their prey, the ones who get caught are not going to be saved by the others running from the danger, trying to save their own skin. I have seen it myself from experience when I was stabbed in the neck. Everybody fled. Run he’s got a gun, and everyone scatters when there is an incident. If one person dies in order to prevent you from one danger, and there is still immediate danger after that person dies, then you remain in danger still and the truth still applies that you have to save yourself.

Sometimes the herd running from danger kills anyone in its path as a collective. The entire herd keeps running not realizing that one of their own has died. There are many reasons why following a big crowd is not always a good idea. However, she follows her intuition and when she feels she should travel with the crowd for a while, she does. There are people put in your path to help you along the way. They do not have any intention to take you. They do their part when their live connects with yours and give their gratitude along with pay it forward, that need you to accept their gift to you along your path, so that they may continue to prosper in their path. She seems to know when it is time to trust someone and when not to. That is important, because if you reject these people who are truly trying to help you along your path, they you miss your rewards and keep wondering when they will come. The lifesavers come in different forms and sources. It is important for us, no matter what age, to stay true to ourselves and not be afraid of change. Once you get to the unknown, then it is no longer unknown, and you must challenge yourself to continue to learn and grow in life, knowledge and experience.

This young lady is constantly heading to the unknown. She is constantly following her heart wherever it may lead her. She is going through constant change, but she has seen something that has given her hope. No matter what the obstacles, she continues going. She is far from home. There is no way back as far as she is concerned. She is coming to a land of the free. You might think I am crazy, but I think I saw her on tv one day as I was with my mother enjoying a good chat. They did a quick interview of her, I remember seeing. It was in the Spanish news, because the English news hardly ever tell these stories. But the US Spanish stations report the news about those issues going on in Latin American countries. But like the evening news on ABC, they will have a thirty second interview and move on to the next part of the story about the caravan, the thousands of people walking towards the United States. So I guess you can imagine that I could not have read this information somewhere. I am not sure it is her that I am writing about either, for sure. I do not know her name, either one, the one that this story is about or the one on the news.

But she is not giving up, back to the story of the young lady in a small town in Mexico. She is trying to get away from these negative influences, because she feels they are really trying to get the best of her. There was an older lady in their path that told her that many live trapped in this horrible cycle of routine and boredom towards death in the place where she is heading. There are many things that are not what they seem. They are traps set out to stop her. There are many who have walked her path. They end up getting trapped. Trapped in this matrix. They do not see that they are brainwashed and kept thinking that they have to settle for whatever life has given them, and that if they think outside of this matrix they will be punished. There are many who went seeking freedom and have none. No freedom at work, no freedom at home. They live several miserable years trapped and do not realize that they are giving up their freedom that they fought so hard to find. The young lady seems frightened by the information and wonders why this input is being given to her by the elder lady that has crossed her path. The lady also told the young man interested in her very much that his wishes will be granted in due time. But if he rushes or tries to interfere with the process, he will find himself miserable. One of the men with her was told that his path would be shortened for the choices he makes.

The source or the message from this person was always there on time. Her message reaches her when she really needs the answer or the path to take. I am not sure who this person is, to be honest, but it seems that if she would ask herself what it is that she is looking for, she would probably find the same answer. It seems that the person is the endpoint that she is giving herself. Once she arrives to that point, or finds a different path to take, then a new journey begins. I have lived this way most of my life. This is what is leading my to learning how to fly.

I have been misunderstood. I learned many things and tried several different fields. I know what I like and what I don’t like. Money isn’t everything, it is always a wonderful reward the more you get, but it is always worth it when it is doing what you love best. You cannot know what you like and don’t like if you don’t try different jobs, I always say. I feel I see connections in my life way before the time they are seen by everybody else. It seems crazy to many that I would want to learn to fly planes. It seems like a story they can use to tell someone else in their life. “I met this guy who is learning how to fly. He seriously is planning on flying! And I know him.” Hopefully that guy that talks about me in that way also finds his passion and helps others do the same. This is all I have on this story for now. Thank you for reading and/or listening.