When asked what hobby brings me joy, my answer isn’t simply “writing” or “painting,” though those are certainly avenues through which I express myself. For me, the deepest joy comes from something far more integrated: it’s about writing the life, living the life that I write, paint, and embody. It’s a continuous loop where creation and existence merge, transforming every moment into a stroke on a canvas, a word on a page, or a beat in a song.

It’s a process I’ve recently come to understand with startling clarity, as if a new internal lens has focused. As I wrote in “The Compass Point”:

“I’ve suddenly had a shift where I am able to understand what I read without needing to read it five or six times each paragraph to understand fully. I read it once and absorb it. All the knowledge.”

This shift isn’t just about reading; it’s about perceiving the world, about tuning in to alignments that guide my path. Every idea, every whispered concept, feels like a part of a larger, unfolding narrative. Even when I think I’m steering, the compass often senses a different pull, hinting at a grander design at hand. There’s a profound joy in surrendering to that flow, in letting the story reveal itself not just through my pen, but through my very existence.

Consider the question, “Why have me desire to write a book, tell a story? Paint a picture, illustrate a thought? Make a song, whisper a concept out loud in a concert?” This isn’t just a rhetorical question in my writing; it’s a genuine inquiry into the powerful frequency that resonates when these creations come to life. There’s a “powerful mask mixed into the melody, disguised as music. A signal. A sigil. A sentence. A sign.” These aren’t just artistic expressions; they are signals and signs guiding a deeper journey. The joy lies in translating these impulses, in bringing the invisible into tangible form, and in witnessing the resonance it creates, whether it’s on a canvas, in a verse, or simply in a moment of profound understanding.

Ultimately, my greatest joy stems from recognizing and embracing “a new mission to upset the timeline.” It’s about more than just personal fulfillment; it’s about accessing and sharing a profound inner wisdom. As I touched upon in my recent Primal Nostr post, there’s a moment when:

“Their third eye now saw not just the ‘trap created in disguise as utility,’ but the intricate web of universal consciousness. The ‘new mission to upset the timeline’ was no longer a daunting task, but a clear path illuminated by profound insight.”

This isn’t merely metaphorical for me; it’s the lived experience of my hobby. It’s the thrill of discovering hidden truths, of perceiving the world with a heightened clarity, and then translating that insight into forms that can touch and inspire others. It’s truly a miracle to witness the unfolding of this inner map, and to feel the “engine that needs a kick start roar to life” as I navigate towards liberty and freedom.

So, when you ask about my hobby, know that it’s more than just an activity; it’s the very essence of my being. It’s the continuous, joyful act of becoming the story I am meant to tell, to paint, and to embody.

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