This is the lyrics to the first verse of that song.
I am not a person which others can consider wise. Mad at the world for afflictions that traumatized. Left me hospitalized when they tried to take my life. Cut four times to my body by another with a knife. Maybe it was fault of mine for living a life of crime. We all end up dead or locked behind bars, doing time. It was the way that I played it in my younger days. So much has happened, it is hard to change my ways. Searching for solutions on how to get major paid. To buy luxuries and finer things, I want to have it made. I live in sin hoping I can have a chance to win. Defeat the evils in me so that heaven will let me in. But it is hopeless cause everyone I see is doing evil too. What I find is they try to force their evil onto you. And we don’t realize the evil we fight within ourselves. Blaming someone else for the pain and misery that is felt. It is all on you to make the choices right or wrong. Cause it is your destiny which you are leading all along. Can’t put your trust in anyone cause they don’t care. In times of danger there is nobody who will be there. Don’t believe what your friends say whose words are fake. My only words of wisdom are learn from my mistakes.