Describe one positive change you have made in your life.

I tell other writers who have not started how exhilarating it is to write and share in this community. I explain I just started last August ’22 and I know they can too because they are great writers in my opinion.

However, everyone who reads and expresses thankfulness for what I wrote has given me such pleasure and gratitude deep inside. You are allowing me to show more that we don’t have to be professionals but we are free to write and express ourselves and enjoy each other’s stories. And maybe we can teach each other and help each other get paid by writing. At the moment we are not rich off the writings we do. When readers click on the sponsored ads, the sponsors pay pennies. However, I figure if we can figure out how to multiply then we can turn pennies into an abundance of wealth to share.

At the moment the site is at a couple of dollars, literally. It is a promise to the future. And a membership starts at $100 per year. I will take care of the first writers and follow from there. The idea though, is to pay for more memberships with the profits. An incentive for any writer telling their similar story of Airbrushes to Airplanes or, quoting the G-Rated blog, your current reality to your new current or future reality. There are 3 memberships I need to take care of first, from our writers. We have a long promising road ahead, and I am being as transparent with the idea as possible.

Some might say it is not professional to take a picture of what you wrote and I thank them for their opinion. I am different in many ways I think 🤔

I was up to 25 consecutive days writing my affirmations. Went back to days 1 and 2 because I just did not do them one day. As much as it crossed my mind, I did not initiate action. And the day ended without that accomplishment. Not to dwell on it or lie and keep the days going when it is not true. This is my book and I would only lie to myself. Because I don’t have to show anyone. Or I can show everyone, sometimes we skip a day, we indulge, we treat ourselves, or we choose not to follow the same steps. Take a break. Doing positive affirmations is not mandatory. It is not a necessity. It is not a must do to succeed. It is a scientific theory that explains it changes the chemistry inside your body taking positive to yourself.

But there is not punishment sending you down anything for not obeying. It is just me and that book sharing ideas that I would like to keep giving gratitude daily and give more energy to by focusing on those thoughts.

Most days I do my best to start with a blank page, a fresh start, a new beginning. I start as close to zero as possible.

What are your morning rituals? What does the first hour of your day look like? Morning rituals, not one to typically have them. Each morning is a day, filled with new opportunities. I for one, have preferred to live in change. Experiencing new things. Completely. However, lately I’ve been waking up early in the morning. […]

All subject to change every day

I see you peeking baby. Full of wonder and awe. So much beauty, not pressured to believe in anything but her reality and her dreams.

Many people start at less than zero. Mathematically this is negative with a negative sign. Zero has no sign giving opportunity to add or subtract. Adding creates positive possibilities. However, many start negative. Negative energies, negative thoughts, negative feelings. Some have lots of money but hatred towards those that never helped, filled with negative feelings even though their accounts are at pluses. Some have negative thoughts of self doubt, self inflicted pain. Some live poor and have negative nutrients. That is hurtful for the children living hungry. Hopefully helping each other helps.

The beginning of 2022 was in a different city living a new life with my family. I ended up losing the whole idea along with many dollars lost in S.A. Crazy how a small instance changes everything. We lost the car we had, a 2020 Toyota Corolla. Then we ended up losing our shop. As that ship was sinking, I used my last $100 that day to start this blog. Some of my very first posts reflect that.

So the negatives I had were very large last year when I started this blog. I just lost one thing after another. Lessons learned to me. But not to everybody. Many here thank me for the positive energy but I still face those negative energy attacks too. Just like many of you out there, most of those negative energy are from family, or in laws for some of you. Crazy. You got it together then a merger happens like step families merging and there are very little choices we have from that negative energy accumulated. I understand. I can relate.

Some still choose to see my life full of losses. I lose everything. I try things and they don’t work. I don’t learn. I don’t learn? I have learned from all those losses all my life since I was a teen who almost died and did something. I did it and lost it by myself several times. And I was looked at with disgrace or could I put it to you like this and some of you will laugh, “chicken little” who had a dad who acted like he supported his son but was embarrassed. I watched that movie with my daughter, Chicken Little.

I tell you all this because I want readers to know I am not far from you. I do my best to start at zero. Let’s get out of negative and get positive. An abundance in health, wealth, wisdom and youth.

Those who don’t understand will choose to continue not to understand. When I have a million in the bank I will still be a topic of dispute and examples of failures and rebellious behavior. I will always be talked about for being different. So if you feel you are treated that way, that’s alright. Many of us who act, think and feel different are going to be talked about. But if you join their vibrations you will see they talk about themselves and each other and other people. Drama loves drama. Always watching the news. There aren’t mass bombs in many of your neighborhoods like many experience in several countries outside of US, but you let that drama and fear control you. Misery loves company. “We all work every day the same mundane schedule day after day, week after week, year after year because that’s how it is. That’s how we are supposed to be. Unhappy with life because we chose a path that didn’t go to our benefit. So join society and get the minimum wage job because it is secure money and we live to die and pay bills.” This is the programming and many have heard it, if not from ourselves then from others. It’s the programming from school and they did the best to engrain it into our heads. Especially if you do not finish school as told you should to be successful, then you earn even less than those that do.

I was always sent to the principal for being a class clown and simply expressing my opinion. I am still that same clown that says that don’t sound right, that don’t look right, that is questionable. I ask questions. If it don’t look, sound or feel right, can I just ask questions? And if you don’t answer or your answer is not aligned with me, can I be free to be me? We get pushed to be so afraid. Fear. The weapon used against us in so many different ways. Fear. Don’t let it dominate.

Thank you all for thinking I am a positive voice or read. Thank you. I’ve denied the download over and over since a was a youth. I was told I was wrong all my life. I was told I was a bad son. I was told I was a bad father. I was told I was wrong. Now I hear, you did great as a single father then I hear “so when you gonna get married?” Can I enjoy myself? Can I get to know myself? I am still a father and I still rather be a father then to jump into a relationship just because anyone thinks I’m awkward alone. I am learning many things. Sharing knowledge.

I am described as the one who losses everything.

By my family members and others who I choose to ignore, I am described as the one who lost this and lost that. I am used as a fear tactic. One positive thing I have done is peacefully detach from those who are not aligned with me. I accept they are not going to accept me as I am so I am no longer going to exchange energy with that individual, group or entity. Toyota got bonded out, saved with those government loans and soon as the government said things back to normal, now go. See what happened? The large corporations got a huge f-ing head start and came right at the 99 percent with all the tools and funding they got. So many of us start in fear. This bill collector, that bill collector. They took my car with my mural of me and my family away and they want to still send me a bill. I treat that letter as you go to hell and throw it in the garbage. I don’t let that fear win. That contract was just an idea. The idea failed and they took theirs. And if I keep paying them because I feel guilty or obligated to do so, then get more money in their pockets. Family thinks I lose everything l, oh well. I learned valuable lessons. And I am ready to take another chance.

I hope I inspired some people to want to garden and grow. I love it. I am working on making it self sufficient so my kids are self sufficient as well. That way I can focus on learning to fly planes and learn that fast, because I don’t have to worry as much about the family. If along the way, others say it is something they have always wanted to try, I do my best to pass knowledge. They sell seeds cheap. They show how to make your own system with items you might not use or consider trash. But I’m just learning. I am definitely going to invest in Mike Vanduzee’s Keep on growing courses that are $100 to receive the entire class from start to finish. I think it is a great investment and I will do it.

I have also sat and learned what they are teaching my daughter in school. The science now is way different than before. If you are basing life on old information, then I have a question ⁉️ Do you treat technology the same way? Do you have the oldest phone or do you have a smart phone? You take the time to download new information on your phone. Take the time to download new information in your mind as well.

Thank you, Alex Airbrush Luna